Priorities
Today early morning I was hugely stressed. My insecurity and weakness take my mind completely for 5 or 10 minutes. I’m in a moment in my life where I don’t know where every step I give in this path lead me. Economics issues are not good at home… nothing is enough, every time I need to spend more and more… but that’s nothing new.
I’m on this situation because of me. No one than me is responsible for past decisions I have made in every subject: work, love, money, health – But past the minutes I got my will again and stopped bad thoughts… the first thing I thought was that I needed talk to a friend, someone who doesn’t know my family or my situation quite good, so he or she could give me a good advice and I got it! I talked to Nico.
Nico is an amazing person who I meet through the community website where I learn languages online. Casually, I needed to improve spoken French and he was there, we started to chat and he said he loves my country because he has a gf living in the North Coast.
So, he has become in a great and close friend to me. He has recommended me lots of good and healthy habits to my life like Reading and Yoga – the most important – to help me to forget old habits and shape my character which is very strong.
Anyway, I chatted to him and he gave me a good advice: I have to identify and write my priorities in life, what the hell I want, how I get it, when I want it and where I want it. When I finally identify all this I’ll look crystal clear and go for it. Without pressure, stress or concern. I’ve to stay calm and be very patient; things would come one at a time…
I replied I was very grateful for his advices and that I’ll try to improve them. Sometimes you have the solution to your doubts or concerns but you need that special friend who gives you a huge slap and awake you for God sake…
Well, x-mas is near. I hope Santa don’t shoot me and give me my usual gift as every year: A well gifted guy, incredibly interesting who is just with me for December holidays.
This is really ironic: Cinderella’s had a short night; I’ve had only a short month – The last three Decembers to be precise…
